I am beyond upset with myself for getting toooo lazy to pump and make her take a bottle every now and then. She will NOT take it and will refuse for as long as she can and I hate to see her upset and crying her little heart out that I’ll give in and give her the boobs! It’s all very frustrating and I would like to start weaning her now so by the time she’s six months she’ll be formula and breastfeed but I already see I have a long road ahead of me. To be honest I use to love pumping and seeing all of the milk that came out of me but staying home with the girls got me really lazy as far as pumping so when she got hungry I would just pull out a boob. I love being able to just feed her without having to run in the kitchen and make a bottle. BUT there are consequences with doing that…. I’m unable to leave her alone with anyone for long periods of time, we hardly ever go on a date night without her, the hubby (poor thing) can’t even put her to sleep because she wants to fall asleep on my boob. It’s all becoming too much and I would like to give up breastfeeding all together. I don’t want to seem like a quitter but I’m very overwhelmed. I’m praying that baby girl will take a bottle soon so mommy can get a little help because the hubbs told me last night that this whole thing is my fault and that’s why he can’t help with her. And he’s absolutely right!
Mallorie won’t take a Bottle
Tootles