I’ve tried to make friends that can relate to me and some that I wouldn’t mind being friends with in general. I’ve planned things, called people, tried to hang out, etc. but what always happens, they are either busy or its always maybe next time, and most times there is no next time. How many of you feel me on this??
Sometimes I use to wonder, is there something wrong with me? But I’ve come to realize that there’s nothing wrong with me but God will put people that I need in my life and the people I don’t need he makes it obvious enough for me to see that I don’t need them at the present time or at all.
I love being around Mel and Maddie but sometimes they can aggravate me and vice versa because we’re together all the time and I long for that girlfriend I can just hang out with and talk to. I’m not trying to have lots of friends but a few girlfriends I can hang out with from time to time wouldn’t be so bad 🙂
However, I do realize that sometimes after you’ve been through alot with people God is keeping you safe from being hurt again and he’s preparing you for the right friends that you need. I don’t feel bad at all because I know what God is doing in my life so in his timing he’s going to send people my way that will have my best interest at heart.
I have who I need in my life so I’m not complaining just expressing how I feel at the present time. Maybe its the baby making me all emotional again…hehehe…. So, let’s just remember that sometimes God is keeping us from some people and preparing us for those we need. Let’s not get discouraged but rejoice because the future holds so much more…