Being pregnant 38 weeks pregnant and having a toddler around is more difficult than I thought it would be. I am SO tired and I have no energy to play with her like I should and I feel so bad. I have to force myself and when I actually do play with her its only for about 5-10 mins and I’m done. The weird thing is that my nesting has kicked in and I have energy for that and that’s about it. I love being a S.A.H.M but right now at this very moment I feel like the worse mommy in the world. She wants my time but I’m 2 weeks away from having her sister and I am TIRED! Tired of being pregnant, Tired of not being able to lay on my belly at night while I sleep, Tired of eating ALL the time, Tired of going to the bathroom 6 times a night (at least that’s what it seems like), Tired of not being able to have crazy sex with my husband, Tired, tired, tired, tired….. I’m not complaining but I’m just tired! However, I am READY to meet baby Mercy…. I just want to hold her and kiss her:-)
38 weeks Pregnant and a Bad Mom!
I wish Madison could understand what mommy is going through but I know she doesn’t;-( It’s just really hard for me right now… She has really been a trooper b/c she has been entertaining herself for the most part but I just miss our time together. I normally just sit in the bed all day and watch reruns of Law & Order SVU or Criminal Minds, read blogs, or play spider solitaire.
I’m just ready to get back to my old self even though I think I may miss being pregnant and I’m eager to meet the little one!